This is my whining post

I haven't written anything in a while. I just haven't really felt like it.  Work has been emotionally draining.  I've been really tired.   I'm tired of getting up at 4:30 and working at 2, 7 days a week.  I am so thankful that I have a job, I really am.  I just don't want to be there anymore.  I desperately want a job with the school system in the next county.  I really want the girls to go to school there and no matter how many times I apply, I never get called.  Never get asked to even interview.  It's so depressing.

I failed at losing weight.  I was doing so well and then just all of a sudden, I gave up.  I don't know why.  I keep telling myself I need to start again, but I don't.  I don't know what's wrong with me. 

I suck at being a wife sometimes.  Life gets in the way a lot of times and things suffer.  I love my husband more than anything in this world.  I don't know what I would do with out him.

I suck at being a mother sometimes.  I yell at the kids and get tired of them.  I love my kids and I wouldn't trade them for anything.

I just am having one of those blah weeks.  I feel like Frankie Heck on the Middle sometimes. 

That's my whining post and I got it out of the way.  Letting it go and leaving it behind...